Alright my beauties - understand this clearly... This is candid and there will be words used that some of you should not be reading. If you cannot handle this, please leave now.
He said good-bye on a Tuesday... This is the aftermath.







Jan 4, 2005
Most pathetic

and the most pathetic moment of the year award goes to: ME!

Get this!

So, I see on my phone that there is a voice mail.  I check the voice mail and the moment he starts talking it sounds just like &$^#... my heart stops, my eyes well up and I am not even listening to the words he says... I just get all emotional and sad and crazy all at once.  My heart is balled up like an old paper - it was the craziest thing!  I then checked the caller ID and saw it was someone else. 

WAS MY BRAIN OFF? 

How is that possible for that to happen? 

Will this craziness end?


I still think about him constantly.  I am getting better at functioning without being a total mess - but my mind is always looking for him, waiting, anticipating...

Tell me this does get better...

Posted at 08:31 am by breakupgirl

tornupinside
September 8, 2005   07:57 PM PDT
 
I know exactly what you are goin thru. just got my heart crushed again today by him. yet here i am still whining and crying over it. why why why??
JohnnyB
January 4, 2005   07:01 PM PST
 
Don't feel bad, it does get better, pick yourself up dust yourself off, do something that makes you feel good about yourself, you might not feel like doing it, but ti will make you start to feel better and the first steps to moving on
 

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