Alright my beauties - understand this clearly... This is candid and there will be words used that some of you should not be reading. If you cannot handle this, please leave now.
He said good-bye on a Tuesday... This is the aftermath.
Dec 30, 2004
This evening
THIS EVENING'S ACTIVITIES ARE BEING BROUGHT TO YOU BY BUDWEISER WHO ASK THAT WHEN YOU DRINK HEAVILY FROM A BROKEN-HEARTED DEPRESSION, THAT YOU DON'T LEAVE YOUR HOUSE... PLEASE SPARE OTHERS FROM SEEING YOU IN THIS STATE.
Next song in the rotation (my commentary in pink):
Tell me when I can open my eyes
I don’t want to watch you walk out that door
There’s no easy way to get through goodbye (shit... who you tellin' sister?)
I’d probably try and talk you into staying once more
Or I’d lie and say it’s all for the best
Wish you luck and say I have no regrets (I regret that you're gone)
But I’m not up to being strong (I can barely get out of bed)
So I’ll wait until you're gone
Is it over yet, is it over yet?
A taxi’s waiting in the driveway for you
You call my name, I guess your ready to leave
I’d like to help you with a suitcase or two
But I’m afraid I’m gonna wind up down on my knees
I should tell you that I want you to go (that would be a lie)
I really need to spend some time on my own (I dont want to be on my own - I want you back)
Smile and say goodbye
So you don’t see me dying inside (I am sooo dying right now)
Is it over yet, is it over yet?
I should lie and say it’s all for the best
Wish you luck and say I have no regrets
But I’m not up to being strong
So I’ll wait until your gone
Is it over yet, is it over yet?
Thank you Wynona for contributing to my evening of great depression. The 1920's have nothing on me... tonight IS the great depression.
You would think that my eyes would not be able to cry anymore... but, apparently they can.
FUCK!!!!! HAPPY FUCKIN' NEW YEAR TO ME!! SON OF A BITCH!!!!
