Get this!
So, I see on my phone that there is a voice mail. I check the voice mail and the moment he starts talking it sounds just like &$^#... my heart stops, my eyes well up and I am not even listening to the words he says... I just get all emotional and sad and crazy all at once. My heart is balled up like an old paper - it was the craziest thing! I then checked the caller ID and saw it was someone else.
WAS MY BRAIN OFF?
How is that possible for that to happen?
So, I see on my phone that there is a voice mail. I check the voice mail and the moment he starts talking it sounds just like &$^#... my heart stops, my eyes well up and I am not even listening to the words he says... I just get all emotional and sad and crazy all at once. My heart is balled up like an old paper - it was the craziest thing! I then checked the caller ID and saw it was someone else.
WAS MY BRAIN OFF?
How is that possible for that to happen?
Will this craziness end?
I still think about him constantly. I am getting better at functioning without being a total mess - but my mind is always looking for him, waiting, anticipating...
Tell me this does get better...
I still think about him constantly. I am getting better at functioning without being a total mess - but my mind is always looking for him, waiting, anticipating...
Tell me this does get better...
